Saturday, October 16, 2004
wa...finalli todae can reach home at 7 plus...been home reeli late for these past 2 daes...reach home at 8 near to 9 plus...even eatin dinner is like a burden to mi...no kiddin...been home late cos of open hse lo...so hav to practise a lot for e D-dae...actualli e section is not dat bad cos can chat wif my co frens...but sumtime it's reeli v v pek chek when u jus can't play well...yesterdae hav to play e first bar for A LOT of time...tink i spent like 15 min like dat jus to perfect it...n it's not even reeli perfect lo...while joey n jo proceed onto pg 2..feel soooo stupid n retard...den it's like alreadi 7 plus n we cellists hav to stay back at e canteen to prac wif e tcher...reeli can't tahan...dat's y when weilin ask mi "u ok not?" den i reeli break down le lo...but i gt kip tellin myself not to cry lo...jus quickly get it over n done wif so i can proceed to e nxt bar...but e tink is...sumtime e more u wan to get things done...it's jus worse lo...kip forgettin e notes n jus can't concentrate...tink e past 2 daes hav been reeeellliiii bad for mi...went home...take a bath....eat dinner...den slp liao...like a routine...life's not dat much beat even after promo n nxt wk EVERYDAE gt PW....dunno how i can survive it...............
aniwae todae is open hse...pretti borin...walk ard e sch n dere's reeli not much excitin games to play...end up dunno how to spend e $5 coupon which everyone is forced to buy....tink most of e money is for e air-con tink in my sch hall....poor meridian...not those pathetic poor...but as in those reeli no money poor...haiyo...alwaes end up in those poor sch wan...last time in xinmin oso like dat...everytime give us tickets to sell n u MUSt hit e target lo....so end up most of e tickets bought by my parents...xian 1/2...but at least mj nv forced us to sell all e tickets...so todae jus laze ard...nuthin to do den go C1-1 to sit dere n tok tok...alwaes c dat candice sittin on e trolley den "paddling" ard e sch or along e corridor using those pumps which u used when ur toilet bowl gt stuck....haha...but kinda creative la...den went to an indian stall for henna paintin wif joey n jo...first time tryin it n tink it's not bad la...den mi n joey show our co frens e henna paintin on our hands...we thrust out left hand dat gt e henna paintin...followed by a "Mei MA???"wa dat benjamin like can't tahan us lo...tink he wanna vomit le...haha...but who cares rite?(joey u shld agree ba:P)i would rather b san ba den b someone who is not showin his/her true feelin n character den act act when dey r actualli not like dat in real person wan....ok tink i wanna end le...aniwae jus wanna sae an early "HApPi B'dAe!!" to peiwen who's turnin sweet 17 tmr!!!!!
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